I don't have much more to say. Math test *checkshiswatch* t - 3 hours 3 minutes.

It's funny how some things are things. No wait. D'uh! Math! Help! Gauss-Jordan! Square & multiply! Euklid! Extended Euklid-Algorithm! Inductive Proof! Colorful transposed invertible matrices are dancing and singing in my head! Kernel! Injective! Vector-Space! Subspace! Transitive Relations!

OUT, DEMONS, OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got up at 6am today, practicing math stuff since. Pretty tired and confused now. Will take a little nap now for 30 minutes or so. My Math-Teaching-Assistant (Hi Sandra) is meeting us today, giving us the last briefing for the exam on friday.

Updated my foto gallery page and added the "Home" album. It currently contains pictures of the family dog Chicco (a golden retriever) and a view through my room's window (you can see the garden). Go directly to album.

After the exam I'll see my family! Hooray! The two chinese signs mean "becoming crazy" btw :)

D'uh!!! Mind still feels confused. Did a lot of math practice today, but I don't know, I keep on erring... Stupid. Chicco, our dog, will chill here for a week on friday. My parents go skiing while I have my exams. Looking forward to chilling with him. He's a cool guy.

Good night.

It's a mixture. My mind feels less precise, less accurate, less clear, blurry and slow. I don't know why. Maybe I've been sober for too long or transformed too many matrices. It's a mixture between depression, resignation, pain and anger. For no specific reason. It's that helpless feeling where you think your head's gonna detonate any minute. Sometimes life sucks, but maybe it's meant like that. Maybe that's a moment in life where your character changes. Evolves? Maybe not. Guess it's a mixture. My knee hurts, I feel bad. Feeling so dull, can't even express what I feel. Some people around me are laughing, some are demonstrating how bad they feel. Hate whining people. That's why I'll say good night now.

I have contact lenses now. For 1 week 1 days, to be precise. Really better than wearing glasses, especially when playing basketball, sonwboarding (I'll go snowboarding in March with Florian, Jannik and Roman - hooray!) and wanting women to see my eyes.
;)

Also, since I can now see so well, I've finished installing Mosfet's Liquid KDE style, it's just awesome, check out the screenshot! It's availible in a 1400x1050 and a 700x525 resolution.

Alright, I'll now do some more matrice-calculation, my math exam is on next friday and watch "Bowling for Columbine" with Muesli afterwards.

CU!